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Dear, My beautiful Baby,
So today was the appointment that I have been talking about and it looks like we are not as far along as we thought. I am actually just now 7 weeks and my new Due Date is October 13, 2010 but the doctor is going to shoot for 10.10.10 because I have always had that date picked out for something special to happen and what could be more special than meeting you for the first time.
So now that we had to go back two weeks, you are actually the size of a blueberry and still have a tail, but dont worry it will be gone soon. The craziest part is that you have a heart beat, its so small and so cute, beating at 139bpm. Your Aunt Kim and Dee and even Uncle Malcolm were so excited that they posted it all over facebook and the uproar was overwhelming with excitement, everyone is thrilled! But not nearly as excited as your Daddy and I.
We have so much to think about now that you will entering our lives but know that we are going to love you unconditinally and cant wait to hold you.

10.10.10

Mommy <3

The beat of your heart

February 23, 2010

Dear my sweet baby, (the size of an Olive)

So the past couple of weeks have been up and down, it is funny how you make Mommy want pasta so much and then when I get it, its not exactly what I was in the mood for. When I give you something you don't like, you let me know almost immediately by sending me straight to the bathroom. I know that in 7 months it will all be worth it. I have been really moody due to my hormones being all over the place, ask your Daddy he can attest to that for sure, I have been giving him such a hard time, but I love him no matter what and besides he puts up with me.

I got an update from one of the online social sites that I joined when I pee'd on the stick, it says your are the size of an olive (which happens to be my fave. name for a girl) you have webbed hands and feet and your tail is completely gone.

Today is the day we have been waiting for, in about an hour your Nana, cousin Ashlynn and I are heading to the doctor to see and hopefully hear your heartbeat. Today I will find out exactly when you will be meeting us. I am so ecstatic. So until later...

Olive you more and more each day,

Mommy

Doctor's Confirmation

February 10, 2010- 3pm



Dear Baby,
I finally told your Daddy and he took the news better than I thought...good thing! He is actually excited and we both have been throwing names around already, he claims he felt it because he has not been sleeping well.
I scheduled an appointment to have the doctor actually confirm that you were swimming in my belly, when the day came your Nana, Aunt Kim and Cousin Lexis all came over from Pensacola to hear the news. Within being there for 20 minutes they confirmed it and Dr. Thorneycroft seems to believe that I am 7 weeks and 3 days preggers....YIKES, if that is the case, then allow me to apologize for the spiked egg nog over Christmas break and the Ginger Ale and Vanilla Vodka on different occasions, despite all that I know you are going to come out a perfect angel.
The doctor is a nice man, he gave me a lot of free samples of horse pills that I must take once a day and the nice lady in billing, Chloe has agreed to give me snacks every time I come see her. I go back in two weeks for my first ultrasound, hopefully I will get to see and hear your heartbeat.



Loving you already,

Mommy

Is that a plus sign in that little window?

February 8, 2010

Dear Baby,
So for the past couple of days I have been wondering where my monthly friend is, not that he (it has to be a he, because of the grief it causes us women once a month) comes around like he is supposed to but he still should have been here by now. I have been really tired, but my job has been really stressful with all the layoffs and things. Your Daddy has been really tired too. So I thought to myself maybe I should pee on a stick...
I took the little white thing out of the box and glared at it, pee'd on the stick and all over the floor, thanks to my new rocking toilet compliments of my new awesome landlord. I sat the stick down and said to myself, I better go smoke a cigarette just in case it is positive because I will definitely have to stop this awful habit.
10 minutes later, I tip toe into the bathroom.... ( + ) there it is, clear as day, there is something inside of me...OMG.
I immediately call your Aunt Kim who for some reason didnt answer the 500 times I called, so I called Nana and told her the news, just so you know Nana is flipping ecstatic that you are coming, almost as excited as I am.
So, I make an appointment for Wednesday, February 10th because I just cant believe this...me, preggers?...no way!
Oh crap, I have to tell your Daddy....

Cant wait to hear you,

Mommy